Here I stopped by, to reflect my yesterdays, being an observer of my own life...Past is like a dream...past incidents:favourable and adverse, experiences:ecstacy and misery, feelings:pleasure and pain, are all dissolved, incorrigible and cease to exist now.Present is all about awakening from the dream, being in the current moment fully awake and preparing for a future of our dreams!!

Success is an on going process. After one success there is another greater challenge waiting to be overcome...there is no time to rest on our laurels, life is a continuous strive to meet expectations, both ours and of the world-----Bindu----- More of it at http://portraitsofyesterday.blogspot.sg/p/as-i-see-it.html

Here I stopped by, to reflect my yesterdays, being an observer of my own life...Past is like a dream...past incidents:favourable and adverse, experiences:ecstacy and misery, feelings:pleasure and pain, are all dissolved, incorrigible and cease to exist now.Present is all about awakening from the dream, being in the current moment fully awake and preparing for a future of our dreams!!

Yesterday's portraits of my ardent journey through the miracle called life!!

Here I stopped by, to reflect my yesterdays, being an observer of my own life...Past is like a dream...past incidents:favourable and adverse, experiences:ecstacy and misery, feelings:pleasure and pain, are all dissolved, incorrigible and cease to exist now.Present is all about awakening from the dream, being in the current moment fully awake and preparing for a future of our dreams!!

Sunday 25 July 2010

NDP rehearsal on 24 July 2010

Kannan is the first to wake up on weekends. It was not different yesterday morning as well. Both Sajeev and I rushed to catch the 11 0' clock show of 'Inception' at Causeway Point in Woodlands. After two and a half hours of watching rapid thrilling moments of dream invasion my mind was in a maze (mess???). Entering the spiral/circular stairs from the carpark of Marina Square, rushing to watch NDP rehearsal, I felt like being in a 'paradox'. Which layer of dream was I in?? I wished that my time was compounded by being in the deepest possible layer (According to Hindu Mythology one day of Brahma equals 4320 million human years!!! time compounding???). Well, I didn't have a totem to check out which layer I was in.

Inception is a brilliant movie among the ones I watched recently and it manipulates an interesting topic which was given different dimensions by ancient Indian writers calling what we see and experience as 'maya' (that which is not real) as well as the scientists, psychiatrists and philosophers of modern era. The blue eyes of the romantic hero of 'Titanic' has done a good job in expressing the myriads of internal struggle he is going through wandering into the forbidden territories of another mind. Insanity might be such a delirious illusioned state where one might be in a totally different world of thoughts, which for them is the sole reality. I was awakened from my thoughts when Achu pulled my hand pointing to the sky and shouting "Amma, look there!!". Two  F16 Falcon fighter jets of Singapore Armed forces were coming from two opposite directions, intersected at an imaginary point in the sky in the difference of few milliseconds and left, leaving the spectators in awe and excitement. Its a common display of Air shows but watching this live brings the same excitement I had while watching it for the very first time, years ago. By the time it disappeared into the sky, another jet made its way and sore high vertically up. I was thinking about the g-force the pilot must be experiencing. Sajeev was explaining about what his friend who used to be an f16 pilot explained to him about the experience of such displays in the sky. By this time the parade had started and we walked to the side of the road to watch the colourful parade. It was to my surprise that I saw representatives of HDB, ERA, Sebmbcorp Marine, Singtel etc. marching. We were waiting to cross the road to reach Esplanade- Theatres on the Bay. One lady carrying a musical instrument (I assume its a cello because it was as tall as she was) was almost at her heights of impatience to cross the road. She was clashing with the security personal telling that she had to reach her work on time. He temporarily quietened her requesting to wait few minutes more, but she was no one to wait, took her instrument and walked along the side of the road ignoring traffic and security was shaking his head. Finally, the parade on one of the two way roads was almost over when an old couple ignored the security and crossed the road. The crowd which patiently waited for so long laughed seeing this. Finally we crossed the road and ran to get a good spot to watch the fire works and Sajeev wanted to experiment different shutter speed, exposure etc. from a good angle with his camera.

The river front of Esplanade is a spectacular place. We always enjoy being there. The skyscrapers of Singapore city silhouetted against the sky. Fullerton seemed like a gem.We got a fine spot facing the Marina Bay Sands. I was imagining it to be a lost boat in a flood landing exactly on top of three tall buildings when the water settled down. But its an architectural marvel. Sajeev was busy adjusting the camera on tripod and Achu was suddenly hungry and was busy with her snacks. Moon was partially hidden by clouds and Achu was trying to 'pick' moon with her index finger and thumb looking through one eye. She was desperately trying to show it to me, but how much ever I looked, her angle was not mine and finally I had to agree that I could 'really' see the moon between her tiny fingers. Though the bay was crowded, there was a tranquility, looking at the waves on the water formed by light breeze. Malay teens were next to us, cracking jokes and one guy was mockingly proposing to the girl saying "let the water be our witness". Bad habit of overhearing ??? nah!!! it happened very near me so no choice.

Suddenly there was a thunderous explosion and two spectacular floral fireworks were displayed against the sky...the crowd marvelled 'wow.....!!'. There was a long gap after that, but I admire the patience of the people of this country. There wasn't even a loud conversation. After a while there was a  booming sound and an explosion, everyone looked behind, yeah it was from the Suntec followed by a few from Maybank. That was expected!! Again right over the waters, a spectacular, colourful, breathtaking display of fire. I stopped taking pictures and enjoyed it with my full attention. Its a joy, its a pleasure to be felt and can never be completely duplicated in words, pictures or videos. Its to be seen by naked eyes, felt by ears, live. The wonderful display carried on for minutes and when it ended there was pin drop silence and then it was broken by a clap, followed by another and then by the excited crowd... We returned, being satisfied and happy about the visual treat. While walking along the waterfront amidst the dispersing crowd I realised, I was not dreaming , there was no inception, it was my reality... a reality where I truly belonged!!!









Marina Bay Sands
the whispering of the waves of the waterfront, silent witness reflecting all that comes over it, reached my ears through the breeze, "the show is over, crowd is gone!!come back again!!"

Friday 23 July 2010

"A thing of beauty is a joy forever"-Singapore Garden Festival 2010

very cute miniature landscape-loved it
passion
nature's wonderful colour sense!!!
The hat tilted over his face remided me of MJ ;)

Thursday 8 July 2010

déjà vu...

Yesterday afternoon was quite sunny and pavements were empty as people shun an intense sunny afternoon by all means. I was waiting at the bus stop near the nearby primary school, waiting for bus and observing kids coming out of the school and parents and maids eagerly waiting for the kids. Some were holding their umbrella while some sat on their bicycle. I was about to take my book when a little girl's trembling voice reached my ears, "Aunty, could you please lend me your phone??" She was of Achu's height and could be the same  age or an year older, was wearing school uniform and her hair was plaited on either sides.
I raised my head and looked at her and met her watery eyes. She was trying hard to hide her tears and her fear. I asked her, "what happened? why are you crying?" . She replied "I cannot find my mom, she told she will wait for me." Saying which she was about to move forward. I told her "please don't go, sit here near me,and tell me your mom's number. I will call her for you . whats your name??" . Immediately she told her name and the number and I dialled it but to our disappointment phone was engaged. I could sense her tension increasing. I asked her the block where she was staying and it was a nearby one. She was biting her lips and wiping tears. I dialled the number again and this time the phone started ringing. I put it in speaker mode and let the girl talk to her mom. She was talking loudly and in a half crying tone in Chinese and I couldn't understand a word. When she was done I talked to her mom and asked her where she was. To our great relief she was already on  her way to the school. By this time, I had decided that even if  my bus comes in between I wouldn't take it and let the girl find her mom first. Suddenly the little girl shouted, "that's my mom", took her bag and ran towards a slim lady wearing yellow T-shirt and white shorts, going towards the school. I felt  happy and relieved to see it, at the same time realised that she didn't say a word to me before running...In that excitement no action of courtesy would have seemed more important to the little girl than catching up her mother's attention. I could overhear her mom's loud voice and her replies equally loud...I watched them going together, crossing the signal and when her mom faced me on the other side of the road, the girl was pointing towards me and telling something and her mom waved to me and I waved back...and... we smiled. For a brief moment I felt all the insecurities I had while I was a child waiting for my mom after my school...and once again felt the joy of meeting mom after a long wait...We grow up to be independent but those experiences which we had that really touched our hearts remain in us and at times feel to us like a déjà vu ...

Wednesday 7 July 2010

Achu's Hula Hoop



After three days of getting her hula hoop Achu surprised us and selected this song to play with :-)